But before
I change a few things around here, I want to say how grateful I am to have had
this amazing outlet for healing and bringing balance into my life, and how
grateful I am to have had your support throughout this amazing journey! Among the alterations I will make, all the
entries that have to do with healing (energetic/ritualistic/writing) will be
edited to go into Clarity Found, and all the ones that have to do with
literature will be edited to go into Inkwells and Daydreams. I will leave bits and pieces of them in here,
with links into the other pages.
Truth be
told, I feel like I went into a Me me me me me rampage that 1) helped me break
loose from a few annoying thought patterns and habits, and 2) if I leave them
here and not use them for whatever healing they were put into my life, for my
benefit and that of others, my energy will drain and this tool will become
useless again… Everything has to do with
the flow! And energy and knowledge must
flow so that healing becomes real in every aspect!
I’m happy
to say that during these first few weeks of 2015 (in which I’ve also turned 33,
what a symbolic number!), many things have gotten organized in my head,
including how to overcome the blockages and fears that were still keeping me
frozen (even in my overdue happiness).
So it’s not all been in vain, even though a lot of that rambling had to
do with vanity, hehe. Sorry, couldn’t
help myself (nor did I want to).
But it
wouldn’t be me if I didn’t also share another thing I’ve learned in this period
of 180° life-changes! It’s true what
they say: when you speak too much and fall into the “please right here right
now” sort of wishful talking with people, even those who you think know you
better might misunderstand the true intention behind your almost desperate
attempt to make something happen, and they might also misunderstand why you’re
actually glad things didn’t happen that way at all! I would say, trust that the Universe will
always know what’s best for you, and how, when it doesn’t give you something,
it’s because something else a thousand times better is coming your way… I’d
been saying this for a really long time, although perhaps I wasn’t saying it in
the right words… So, my advice as well: don’t talk too much, or a) you might be
misunderstood, b) your energy might drain from letting it loose too soon or to
the wrong people, or c) it might create more stagnation for you because either
of the previous points or because now you’ll shrink in fear from the pressure… The
drainage I mentioned above started sometime around Christmas, but luckily I
caught it now and can do something about it, and that’s why I’ll make the mentioned
changes.
OK, this is
getting a bit sad and serious… let me see, do I have anything good to say about
this subject? Why yes, I do: you can
also turn things around for yourself if that situation ever does happen! You can talk to the Universe, always and
forever… Whatever name you give it,
whatever God you pray to, whatever form of Energy you connect to when you need
to, He/She/It will always hear you, and there is never a time too late to ask
for help and get you in the right track… There is no shame in admitting you
manifested wrong, and your guides are always by your side to make sure you’re
back on track when you’re ready again.
As for me,
there will be many ways I will keep telling my story (snippets of it are
already in some of my writings), and because the Universe has let me known that
everything I’ve been open about here can be used for further healing of myself
and others (as I’ve also been open in saying before), I will keep using my
writing to that effect, and I invite each one of you to do the same, or to look
for your own system of release for healing…
And learn to connect so it is beneficial to you and everyone it touches.
And on that happy note I go for now,
because I have an online business to open and my writer’s blog to update, and I
will gladly invite you all to check them out when the time comes :)
Well, one
more thing: I will keep writing from my happiness. I discovered a while back that it’s not true
that a writer has to be all sad and broody to come up with interesting things
to tell, so I’ll remain in my uplifted state and feel proud of all the
blessings I have, of the love I found and of my abilities as a writer and
healer, so there will be no change about that in this blog!
Cheers to
all and keep coming back to see the changes I’m talking about and the new stuff
that I’ve got planned for 2015… and of course every other learning I come
across as the year goes by! Those will
be shared every single time!
Have a good
weekend everyone, and thank you once again for keeping me going! Cheers!
